I knew Natalie was coming back into the house. I knew Kendra would let her stay.I was so mad the girls left me at the pool club because they made me go downstairs to tell Natalie and Kendra we were leaving and then they left me. I just came to the realization that they dont give a f*ck about me. I completely lost all faith in them. I never forgive, I forget.I know I act like a moderator and as this motherly figure sometimes. I am naturally like this. I am a Virgo. Were the nurturing sign. We wanna help everyone even if they dont deserve it.