Kayleigh on BGC 7: Threesome's a Crowd

Kayleigh's good-bye letter to the fans and the girls. I went back to the house after what happened in Jamaica because I didn't want the girls to think that they had pushed me out or gotten the best of me. I didn't want to go down without a fight. I don't regret going back to the house. I wanted to give the Bad Girls Club another chance and I honestly thought that after a few days, the girls would have realized how stupid and juvenile the fight in Jamaica was. I was obviously very wrong. I guess you can't really expect immature little girls to all of a sudden blossom into mature women overnight.

I eventually decided to leave because I was mentally and physically drained. Being in that house took a huge toll on me and I no longer wanted to surround myself with people that acted that way.

I feel that I was very misunderstood as a person and it was difficult for me to be around people who clearly had no interest in getting to know me for who I really am. In all reality, they had been against me from the moment that I walked into that house. Kristen loves to be an actress and loves the sound of her own voice. Hence, the main reason that we got into it the way we did. I was never anything but nice to her and everyone else. I was just sick of being around trash. I realized that spending time with these girls was not bettering myself in any way, so I left.

Although Lea and Brandi teamed up with Kristen, I was very sad to leave them because I genuinely liked those girls. I was actually sad to leave everyone, even Danielle and Erica. We all went through something together and even though we fought, we were all still sisters in some sort of demented, f*cked up way. I was sad to leave Miami, the house and the experience.

I learned a lot from my Bad Girls Club experience. I learned that I am a lot more mature than I thought I was. I learned that there are other ways to deal with things than by fighting, screaming and yelling. I also learned that I am starting to doubt the human race a little bit HAHA. I grew from the process and was able to mature by witnessing others' actions. I never want to act like some of those girls act.

I hope that the girls all look back on their actions in the house and are ashamed and embarrassed. I hope that they change their ways and really find out what is to be a genuinely mature and intelligent woman. I know that there are a few that will never change and they won't go anywhere in life. I learned a lot and at the end of the day. I'm better off than most of these girls and I can respect myself.

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See photos from Episode 7: Threesome's a Crowd.

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