Hannah on The Glee Project 107
I'm not going to lie... I was pretty nervous when I saw that this week's theme was ‘sexuality’. I am not an overly sexual person, so I knew this week would require me to step WAY out of my comfort zone.
At first, it was a little awkward being sexy with everyone. But after a little bit, I found it to be kind of fun. Not in a creepy way, but it was cool to be a totally different character for once. It was a really good acting exercise for me.
Honestly, I could not have asked for a better partner than Cameron for this video shoot. We were really good friends, which is why at first I thought it might be a little weird. But it actually ended up helping me a lot. Since we were so close, I felt comfortable working with him. We ended up having a really good time.
I was not frustrated at all when Cameron didn’t want to kiss in the video. I understand where he is coming from and I would never want to make him uncomfortable. And honestly, I was a little relieved. I mean, don't get me wrong, Cameron is a super cute guy! But it would have been like kissing my brother... Haha.
I don't think I was jealous when Lindsay and Damian kissed. It was part of the music video and honestly, I would have been horrified if I was in her position! If Damian and I were to ever kiss, I would have wanted it to mean something, not just a direction from the director. This whole crush on Damian thing is a long time coming. We just clicked when we met at the callback auditions and have been close ever since. But I can't let that get in the way of winning this role on GLEE!
I am always shocked and relieved when I escape the bottom three! This week was especially surprising because I found being sexy while having a food fight very difficult. But I thought that Cameron and I did well in the video shoot, so I can't be too surprised. We both worked hard this week.
I discovered a whole new side to MC Hannah this week! I learned that I CAN be sexy and I found a lot of confidence in myself that was not there before. Sexuality week turned out to be a great one for this little koala bear...
I was incredibly sad and upset to hear that Cameron was quitting. I love him and support him no matter what, but I don't think I will ever understand his decision completely. I just want this more than anything and I can't imagine ever giving it up. Regardless of whether or not I understand or agree with it, I know that I am going to miss Cameron dearly. He has been my rock in this competition and I don't know what I am going to do without him.
Click here to watch Cameron's exit interview.
Click here to read what Cameron had to say about leaving the show.