The Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency

Nothing happened between Crystal and I when we slept in the boat. As usual, the other models were partying late into the night, and we had a casting call the next day. Crystal and I were both complaining about not being able to sleep because of the noise. So we went out to the boat and slept there because there was peace and quiet.

I consider Crystal to be a good friend, and we both feel that way. There isn't any sexual attraction there at all, it’s like brother and sister. Sorin's lack of English skills and the fact he has a crush on Crystal is why the situation got spun out of control. I don't understand how he can have a crush on Crystal when he has a girlfriend. That’s kind of messed up.

Anyway, I don't consider myself a jealous person. Then again, who truly thinks they’re jealous? People justify their actions in their own minds to eliminate cognitive dissonance about not being the person they want to be. Of course, when Xian chose Danny instead of me, the entire film crew was all up in my face to try and get a reaction because they know about the feelings I have for Xian.

I dunno. Either way, because of everyone's reactions and all of us living together, it was definitely one of the more awkward experiences of my life...