After I got into the car and drove away I took a deep breath and felt a huge weight off my shoulders. Seeing that when youre on a reality show youre the responsibility of the network, the production company had a van stop the car that I jumped into and demand me to get out. The girls being thrilled that I was gone didn't surprise me at all. I knew this was the Bad Girls Club and no one cared about anyone in that house. I went into the house with my guard up, knowing these girls were all fake and that at any moment they could turn on you. What did surprise me was Kendra and how upset she was in the shower knowing we could possibly no longer be friends. My biggest regret in the bad girls house would have been.... I actually have no regrets. Thinking about all my actions while living there... I have not one regret. The outrageous things that I did were all provoked or caused by someone else, which resulted in my actions. I called Kendra because I had left my list of phone numbers there and some of my friends called me and told me that Kendra was calling my "celebrity" friends and telling them to come over and hang out, even though no one came over there I still wanted to remind her NOT TO CROSS THE LINE. I also wanted to recap the night in Santa Barbara and let Kendra know don't think you won this battle, just because I'm gone. I always win and my life's fabulous in or out of the Bad Girls house. My favorite moment in the house was when we went in door skydiving. One of my biggest fears would be heights and I felt like I overcoming that fear with my fellow bad girls. My worst moment in the house was going back and forth with my boyfriend Olamide. The arguing over the phone, the fighting through the emails, was all really hard after being in a 6 year relationship.