Lexie on Episode 4: New Year, Old Drama

After what happened in Vegas, I was completely embarrassed. Despite the circumstances, the fact that I had the night off and that my boyfriend had devastated me, there was no excuse for me to drink as much as I did. But things happen, and we’re all only human. I felt Paris had a right to say something and I think we both handled the situation very well.

For me, going to Cabo with Paris and Cy was a work trip, so I really just did a lot of that. Work that is. This trip was about them as a couple spending time together and me just doing my job as the assistant. And to be honest, after the Vegas experience I was happy to just be Lexie, the assistant. I wish this blog was more interesting, but the fact of the matter is that I stayed in the room, answered emails, and did my job.

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When Paris slapped Cy in the club, it was loud and I was also working a bit from my phone, so I couldn’t hear what happened, but I knew it wasn't good. I think everyone in life has relationship issues and they only magnify when you're in the public eye. Cy and Paris love one another, and sure they fight, I fight with my boyfriend too! All people have different opinions and sometimes we allow our emotions to get the better of us regardless of how illogical they are.

I really don't know what kind of effect the trip had on Cy and Paris's relationship, but I assume it was good, since they are still going strong. I will tell you this though. After spending time in this country and many others, seeing the differences between cultures has been a very interesting anthropological study for me. I wish I could say the world was a bad place with bad people and everyone should just look out for number one, because that would be the easy answer. And don't get me wrong. I have seen many a bad thing. But really, I have learned that every person, whether rich, poor, single, married, black, white, whatever, is made up of little insecurities that pick away at the goodness of their heart. I actually think that's one of the main reasons we can't all get along. The world is too insecure to have peace. Maybe we should work on that.

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