It looks like Kourtney Kardashian's birthday trip wasn't nearly as relaxing for Kim Kardashian as Instagram pics would have you believe. Not only did she have to deal with invasive paparazzi pics and online body shaming, but it turns out that she was also battling some serious anxiety prior to making the trip.
In a sneak peek of this week's new episode of Keeping Up With the Kardashians, it becomes clear just how much Kim's experience getting robbed at gunpoint in Paris has affected her, E! News reports. At one point, Kim is so overcome with emotion that she tearfully calls up her friend Joe Francis — who owns the villa Kim, Kourtney, and friends will be staying at — because she wants to make sure it's really safe.
"I just have anxiety. Are you sure it's safe here?" a tearful Kim asks.
Joe assures her that it is, but it's little comfort to Kim, who's clearly still anxious.
"Ever since Paris I just like go through this worst case scenario mode in my head," Kim reveals during a confessional. "I was so excited to come on this trip and I had no idea that I was gonna end up feeling this way. But it hit me right as we were getting off the plane that all of these people at the airport are gonna see 17 or 18 girls all with our Chanel bags, you know, Louis Vuitton this and it just like hit me. We're the biggest target ever."
"I'm just like, ‘Why did I come?' You know?" Kim continues.
Poor Kim. Check it out below.
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