Scott Disick Reveals Suicidal Thoughts After Split From Kourtney Kardashian

"If I didn’t have those kids, I would kill myself.”

By Sowmya Krishnamurthy

Scott Disick is not enjoying the bachelor life following his split from Kourtney Kardashian. On last night’s Keeping Up With the Kardashians, Scott tearfully revealed to Kourtney and the rest of the family that he’d be suicidal if not for his three children—Mason, Penelope and Reign. “I’ve never been this unhappy in my life, you know," he says. "It’s just terrible. If I didn’t have those kids, I would kill myself.”

Scott doesn’t hold back tears, telling Kourtney, Kim, Khloe and mom Kris Jenner that it’s hard to deal with his addictive behavior on his own. Both of Scott’s parents recently passed away, and without the Kardashians, he feels alone. "I realize I’m in the wrong, I’ve been in the wrong a long time,” he says. “It’s just been a really hard time going from having all of you guys to having nobody. I’m living in a house by myself, I want to pick up the phone and call my [deceased] mom and dad… I’m just so ashamed that I publicly embarrass all of you. It kills me to the point that I feel like I can’t make it up.”

Kourtney is mostly silent, but Khloe speaks up for her sister, telling Scott that his actions—partying and abandoning his family for weeks on end—is what destroyed them. Mama Kris is more supportive and wants Scott to turn over a new leaf. "We all love you very much," she tells Scott. "It breaks my heart to see [Kourtney] in pain... You have to make the decision that what you want is to be a partner and a dad and involved and present and committed and you fight for what you want and you need and you love.”


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